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ps. English is not my 1st language so pls be kind
I have this feeling of hating myself, probably since years ago. I was new in the environment, had a trouble at adapting in a new place with no friend and no one to talk to, and once falling into the wrong circle of friends that leads me to do bad things. I'm able to erase the thought of hating myself sometimes over the years, but lately, the thought of "It's probably better If I'm just gone" got worsen. Why do I hate myself? Idk. I just do. Probably because the way I always insecure seeing other people around me, the way I'm not doing anything productive at all in my day offs, or the way I'm not getting along well with someone that supposedly be one of my closest people, or the way I'm late at feeding my cats. Lately, I hate myself the most when I'm thinking that I have no dream, and no passion. I feel lost, I don't know where to go. Too scared to reach out people around me. And I feel stuck. And I hate the fact that I know I have to make a move to get me off of this situation. This is a bit personal, but I'm going to college soon and still not know what major should I apply in. The people that pay my tuition have decided on what major that I have to apply, but I dot feel like I want to do that. what should I do?
ps. after I wrote this much, I feel a little bit relieved
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