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i feel like attempting again. on april 13 2024 at 11:46 pm i had my 10th attempt. i am not happy. how do i tell people. after i told my mother how i felt, i attempted 9 more times. there is a belt hanging around in my closet. i tried to take my life with it 9 times. and cut my wrists once. starting on april 20, 2024 i will try to starve myself. a boy called me fat a few days ago, im 87 pounds. i get called a trans and a lesbian. im not. apparently im to masculine to life. i want to die. i feel terrible if i do open up becausemy sister finally vented to my mom about suicidal thoughts. and i feel like i look like a prick and that she might feel anger towards me if i open up. school fucks me up. i want to vent and speak but i cant, it is not real, my life is hell. my mental state is getting dangerous for myself. i need help, i need to talk. i need to see someone. i dont want to be alone. i need a hug. i need to talk. its not that hard. but it feels like theres a barrier. i think that i dont need help or anyone in general. i will slit my wrists as a punishment if i eat. i cant cry or people in my household with pester me to tell them whats wrong. i live in fear. i cant do this. i need help. i dont want to fail anyone. how long would it take for someone to notice if i were dead? just me hanging in the closet with the door locked. they would think i am asleep, what do i do. please tell me. i cant do this anymore. i need therapy, i need to get help. i need to do something. its getting terribly dangerous to the point i might attempt again
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Tell an adult or counselor at school or someone close what you're feeling. Please don't attempt to harm yourself. Don't you enjoy seeing the sun and clouds and blue sky every day when weather allows? There are plenty of things to live for. Find what makes you happy.
Replyif u attempted 9 times and ur still here i think its a sign from the universe that u still belong here
ReplyHey, never ever think to end your life. Your life is too precious to be ended for some stupid boy.
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